The closer and closer we get to meeting the little guy, the more and more I seem to be freaking out. Hahaha. I have so many mixed emotions about it all. Obviously excitement to see him, embrace him and love on him. Then there is a feeling of being overwhelmed by all of the to-do’s before his arrival. I mean no matter how much you dust and vacuum the house just never seems to stay clean. Then, there is the thoughts of do we have everything we need? Do we have enough blankets, wash clothes, diapers? Well crap we haven’t even taken the car seat out of the box to assemble. The bassinet hasn’t come in the mail yet. What about Caleb? Have we spent enough time with him? Have we answered all of his questions? Is everything squared away at work? The list seems to go on forever…
Am I the only one that feels this way? Are there any other mama’s out there that have had similar thoughts? Or am I just the crazy one? Because I’ve been known to be a little (or lot) crazy.
I love that my husband is so calm, on the outside at least. He reassures me that everything is going to be ok. And if Xander comes early, which is a possibility, that we’ll just “wing it”. He’s much better at ‘winging’ than I am. See the control freak inside again??
Well keep us in your prayers and if you have any advice, would love to hear it!