This week has been a week of fresh air. After discovering the results of the MRI (see previous post) and battling horrible thoughts and fighting a road that could lead to depression, anger and fear, I felt a tug from God telling me to remember.
(My dialogue with God)
Remember what Lord?
Remember that I am the Great I am.
Remember that I am the Great Physician.
Remember that I am the Ultimate Healer.
Remember that I am the Creator of all things.
Remember that I love you, and your children more than you could ever love them.
Remember that I have formed Xander in your womb.
But also, remember all that I have already done for you.
Remember everything that you have been through and everything that you have come out of.
Remember that I have rescued you.
And remember not what I have done just for you, but what I have done for others.
From the beginning of time, I have preformed miracles of healing and provision.
I have rescued the Israelites from slavery.
I rescued Daniel from the Lions den.
God never promised us an easy life. And to be honest, sometimes situations that come our way just straight up suck. But what He did promise us is that He will never leave us nor forsake us. He promised us that He would be by our side till the end of time. And he promised to be our comforter.
Sometimes, it just takes a moment to sit back and remember who God is. He has a beautiful journey in store for us. Sometimes we just have to remember how far we have come, in order to move forward.
Shout out to my hubby who no matter what the circumstance is, can always put a smile on my face ❤️ especially over some apple pie!